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Ayumi Masterson  

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Lordy...

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 9, 2008, 10:49 AM
It's been forever since I updated this thing...Im not gonna talk about Sakura con 2008 cause that was just a horrible con experience,I seriously wish I would of never went! Anyways...I've been going through ALOT of Emotional things and my inner self as well,It's been realy tough,I've come to realize that with myself...Sure,I have alittle attraction to Guys,But I only do it cause I want to be "normal",Somehow sometimes Im ashamed of my own skin,of who I am,I came out 3 years ago and though it feels great to let people know Im gay,it still hurts alittle cause I know its not something my parents want to see their daughter go through...I know if Im with a guy,I will be VERY unhappy...I cant hide my desire of wanting that perfect happy love with a WOMAN. I don't care if it's wrong,or if it's a Sin...I just want to be happy...:( This road...just has not been easy for me. To anyone who disagrees or is in disgust,I would say "I'm sorry" but Im not gonna apologize anymore for someone I apparently am. I deserve only the best and I deserve to be happy. Anyways,I wanted to let everyone know I AM okay...just suffering here and there with emotional stuff and depression :) NOT fun,and the sun needs to come SOON!!! I am so sick and tired of this RAIN! I hope everyone's well and happy/lovely!

-Ayumi

  • Mood: Tense
  • Eating: Cinnamon Poptarts
  • Drinking: diet Pepsi

Devious Information

  • Current Age: 22
  • Current Residence: Seattle,WA
  • Interests: Singing,Playing Piano,Smoking Cigars,Video Games,Dancing,Corsets,Gunnery & swordplay,Lipgloss...
  • Favourite movie: Silent hill and hellsing baby ^.^V
  • Favourite band or musician: Angela Aki & Rie Fu...
  • Favourite genre of music: Im very musically inclined.
  • Favourite artist: None.
  • Favourite poet or writer: None.
  • Favourite photographer: Myself?? LOL I dunno...
  • Favourite style of art: Any,I apperciate all :)
  • Wallpaper of choice: harhar Frederic Chopin Statue :3

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~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: 5 days 17 hours ago
lmao! It's ok :3 But thank YOU for the Fav/watch/friend and all that jazz! XD :heart: :hug:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~kironomi:iconkironomi: 5 days 18 hours ago Mood: Love
Oh, I mean!Sorry!I've mistaken!

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Three main air polluters:
-Factories
-Cars
-Sanzo
~kironomi:iconkironomi: 5 days 18 hours ago Mood: Love
Thanks for the fave!

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Three main air polluters:
-Factories
-Cars
-Sanzo
*Vegi-chan:iconVegi-chan: Jun 12, 2008, 1:05:41 PM
thanks much :)

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Frau: eine Festung, die sich mit der weißen Flagge wehrt.
Charles Boyer

Woman: a fortress, that fights with the white flag.
Charles Boyer
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: Jun 9, 2008, 7:57:49 PM
With pleasure! :Heart: :D

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~kitsuneguy:iconkitsuneguy: Jun 9, 2008, 2:13:25 PM
Thanks for the :+fav:!

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It's not the end. Not the kingdom come
It is the journey that matters, the distant wanderer
Call of the wild
In me forever and ever and ever forever
Wanderlust
--Fear the Wishmaster
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 27, 2008, 1:14:44 PM
XD Np :heart:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~JoyHargreaves:iconJoyHargreaves: May 27, 2008, 1:02:41 PM
and thanks for the fav on Nana too :D

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I'm not an artist...I'm a fucking work of art!
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 27, 2008, 12:03:36 PM
it's with absolute pleasure :) :heart:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~JoyHargreaves:iconJoyHargreaves: May 27, 2008, 5:42:07 AM Mood: Zest
Hi!Thank you for the fav on Cain cosplay!

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I'm not an artist...I'm a fucking work of art!
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 26, 2008, 9:10:43 AM
NP! ^.^v :HEART: Your work is lovely!

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
=dogmadic:icondogmadic: May 26, 2008, 8:06:57 AM
Thanks very much for the fave :)

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:?..........:pee:"dogmarama"
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 25, 2008, 4:46:24 PM
yah <3 Thank you~ XD :hug:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 23, 2008, 8:35:46 AM
:hug: :D :heart:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~jaguanna:iconjaguanna: May 23, 2008, 12:11:27 AM
hahaha me too, esp with more Data7!

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if you are nice to me
I'll stalk you.
if you are nasty
I'll hunt you down.
so erm. lets be friends ? :D
:star::orange::star::orange::star:
part of *crikey
~Church-13:iconChurch-13: May 21, 2008, 3:22:39 PM
ty ty

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`~ X.x-ChurcH-x.X ~`
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 21, 2008, 2:54:20 AM
Your absolutley welcome! <3 Love you work! :) :hug:

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~Church-13:iconChurch-13: May 20, 2008, 9:12:33 PM
ty ty for teh favs of doom

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`~ X.x-ChurcH-x.X ~`
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: May 19, 2008, 2:12:38 AM
absolutley! Your welcome! <3 Love your work! :D (I want Cybersix to come back AND come back with a new season...)

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...
~jaguanna:iconjaguanna: May 18, 2008, 6:29:42 PM Mood: Joy
thanks for the fave! Cybersix for the win!

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if you are nice to me
I'll stalk you.
if you are nasty
I'll hunt you down.
so erm. lets be friends ? :D
:star::orange::star::orange::star:
part of *crikey
~LesbianSirIntegra:iconLesbianSirIntegra: Apr 28, 2008, 5:58:42 PM
Np! <3 Same to you! :D

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Careful what it is you say,I can see right through you on a cloudy day...